• Zoella’s birthday cake

    My favorite carrot cake recipe and truly so easy to make 🙂

    • 2 ¼ (11.5) oz. all-purpose flour
    • 2 cups sugar
    • 2 tsp baking soda
    • 2 tsp cinnamon
    • 1 tsp salt
    • 2 cups shredded carrots
    • 1 1/2 cup canola oil
    • 4 eggs at room temp
    • 1 cup chopped, toasted, cooled pecans

    Whisk together dry ingredients and then add everything except the walnuts. Whisk for a few minutes, add walnuts, and then bake for 34 minutes at 350 degrees.

  • Lemon Cake for Anika & Ray

    Ingredients

    • 3 cups of all purpose flour
    • 2 cups of granulated sugar
    • 1 tbsp of baking powder
    • 
1 tsp of baking soda
    • 
1 cup of butter – room temperature
    • 
4 large eggs
    • 
1 1⁄4 cups of buttermilk
    • 
1 tsp of vanilla extract
    • 
1 tbsp of lemon zest
    • 
1 tsp salt
    • 4 cups of strawberries
    • 
2 cups of whipping cream
    • 
1⁄4 cup of granulated sugar
    • 
1 tbsp of lemon juice
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  • 2:47 AM

    It’s always hard to leave a place. I know this. I know reward comes from discomfort. And yet I love this home, I love the landing, I love our skylight, I love pretending. 

  • 2:25 AM

    It’s my first night in New York City. Under the same roof as my brother and sister. Many times over I wished for this moment. I wished for them. But oh, how I miss my yellow teddy, and that soft mattress, and the big brick house, and Anika, hug? and Alexis, I know right.

  • For love’s sake only

    I’ve been thinking of EBB’s Sonnet 14 .

    Do not say I love her for her smile – her look – her way of speaking gently, for a trick of thought That falls in well with mine

    She says, implicitly, I will age, I will change, and I want to be loved for who I am. Not her “smile,” “look,” or “speaking,” but something of soul’s senses. Anyways, this reminds me of marriage in Pride and Prejudice:

    Happiness in marriage is entirely a matter of chance. If the dispositions of the parties are ever so well known to each other, or ever so similar beforehand, it does not advance their felicity in the least. They always continue to grow sufficiently unlike afterwards to have their share of vexation, and it is better to know as little as possible of the defects of the person with whom you are to pass your life.

    Spoken by Charlotte, who is so much more pragmatic, or so it seems, than EBB. She is motivated by a desire not to be an economic burden to her parents and, not unreasonably, thinks that the situation with Mr Collins offers her a respectable future. I love the episode in P&P when Elizabeth visits them and takes the measure of the marriage, noting for example that Charlotte has positioned her reading room so that she minimizes exposure to her husband.

  • 9:23 PM

    Steal my heart
    Hold my hand
    We’re on Decarie
    Lily, this is my favorite band

    Not long after
    I met someone new
    His childlike wonder
    Reminded me of you

    It didn’t take much
    The perfect picket fence
    We ran down every corner
    I lost my steel defense

    Oh it didn’t take much
    Green eyes on the girl in blue
    Papa I saw it coming
    But there wasn’t much to do

    I’m older now
    And you are too
    You take me around the world
    Papa, I met someone new

    He’s mighty and quick
    Devilish, I feel sick
    And he’s got that same wonder
    Papa, I’m in trouble

    He steals my heart
    He holds my hand
    The truth all around us
    A tight noose, a fraying band

    No it didn’t take much
    A shot in the dark
    Whoozy eyes
    Fickle hearts

    The tents and chairs put to sleep
    The river gnawing at my feet
    The carnival forgotten in the morning
    Papa, I never saw it coming

    This one I didn’t plan
    But he likes your song
    Even knows your band

    Where is my heart
    Where is my hand
    It’s not mine or his
    It’s all mixed up

    Papa will you hold my hand?